lesmstsbk0305's journalhttp://www.lovedarestories.com/journals/b/lesmstsbk0305s_journal/atom.aspxCommunity Server2010-02-08T23:11:41ZDay 2 : A little harder/journals/b/lesmstsbk0305s_journal/archive/2010/02/08/day-2-a-little-harder.aspx2010-02-09T07:21:16Z2010-02-09T07:21:16Z<p>The discoveries that I made today about love was that you have to make time for it. You can't just go about your day doing the other tasks and leave out this most important one. I mean we make time during our days and weeks to show our love for Christ and for others. But a lot of times the love that we should be working on the most goes negleted and therefore doesn't grow as it should.</p>
<p> Today for this day I had to make sure to make time for it. I mean we had job applications, babysitting, errands to run, folow up calls to make, personal hygine, house cleaning, gospel study and person relaxing time to fit in. So the thought of having to take time out of my day with it jammed packed and knowing that I wasn't going to get it all done was hard for me. BUt I was able to at least make sure that my niece whom we were babysitting stayed out of his way so he could apply for jobs. I know I know it doesn't sound like but like I said I was feeling overwhelmed. But I did make his lunch for him as well without him asking me to. I also helped him by finding some jobs that he could apply for.</p>
<p>I was really surprised this morning as well because Scott woke up before me and got the laundry started for me and he wasn't even asked to and he isn't doing this love dare thing either. I love him so much and am so happy he did this with no knowledge that I was even doing this for him today. So day two was a sucess on both ends but it was a little hard to do.</p>
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<p>I </p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="http://www.lovedarestories.com/aggbug.aspx?PostID=12598" width="1" height="1">lesmstsbk0305http://www.lovedarestories.com/members/lesmstsbk0305/default.aspxDay !/journals/b/lesmstsbk0305s_journal/archive/2010/02/08/day.aspx2010-02-09T07:11:41Z2010-02-09T07:11:41Z<p>Day 1 was on Sunday the 7th. This day was pretty easy. Normally it is not that easy for me but on Sundays it is because Sunday mornings we have our own personal time to prepare for the day (shower, personal scripture study and personal pondering time) than we spend 3 hours at church we are together but are not talking. Than we come home and had family over for dinner and some tv. Than finally we had some alone time but nothing happened so it was easy to keep any negative thoughts and words to myself. </p>
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<p>I hope all days are this easy but I know that is just wishful thinking. Most days I do say hurtful things to my husband. I know it isn't right but it is the hardest thing I know I will have to overcome in these 40 days because I snap ALOT and that is when I say the most hurtful things. So luckily today was easy so it gives me hope for tomorrow.</p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="http://www.lovedarestories.com/aggbug.aspx?PostID=12597" width="1" height="1">lesmstsbk0305http://www.lovedarestories.com/members/lesmstsbk0305/default.aspx