Forgiveness is such a complicated topic when we make it; yet Christ did not seem to have any issue taking on the sins of the whole world and forgiving all of our wrong doing. Why do we as believers especially have a hard time forgiving each other and even ourselves. For me forgiving myself for sinning against Sweetheart is much more of a challenge than forgiving him when he sins against me. I am learning to accept that Christ bore my sins so I would no longer have to live in self- defeat. Rather that I should walk in grace and humility that Christ has saved me. Lord, I pray that forgiveness would flow freely in my life to anyone that offends me and that I would truly learn to forgive myself and not beat myself up over bad decisions. Let your holiness cleanse me and make me pure in Your eyes. I love you Lord. In  Jesus' name, Amen.