This day was hard for me. Not because of me. Well... yes.. because of me. I am a Christian. The Holy Spirit dwells within me. But as for my sons mother.. it does not. I realize this book is for married couples. I chose it as a Christmas Gift for my sons mother and I to do together. I wanted her to come close to God and gaze upon His face. I was hoping that the book would soften her heart and by Day 20.. she'd be almost there if not THERE. I guess... I was trying to do God's job. I guess I did it for all the wrong reasons. I mean, I know this book is amazing and no matter what the purpose... great things come from it and have even in my relationship. BUT... I cannot marry my sons Mother until she is made whole by the only one who can make her whole. Not until my soul recognizes hers. Until then... there is no use. I can only be a channel for the Lord and hope the next 20 days of the Dare work out. I write this now..even though I'm now on Day 30. I pray and I ask that you pray too. This is so important. Please pray that God's will be done in this matter. We all know that if His will be done... then all will work out for the good. That is all I want!